hello little one although you would not be so little now but you will always be my little brother.I have not had much to say well thats not all true.Your niece is getting so big I wish you could see her.She has no fear she loves the water.I live on a farm now with lots of animals you would love to chase around and ask questions about.I can just hear the answers leaking from my lips trying to make them fun and interesting.I miss you so much my little butterfly.I wish so much you could meet Amelie you would be so infatuated with her.I love you butterfly.there is not a day that goes by that I don't think of you I love you and miss you

Sinjin,

I haven't been on here in a while, but now that I look it brings me to tears. I miss you so much ! Just to let you know I have moved and now the walks home aren't so bad. I just recently talked to your mom and it made think of you and the ways that you changed my life. It's hard writing this to you know how long it's been and how much everything has changed. We are going in to highschool this year and just knowing that your not physically going to be there kills me, but knowing that you will be there mentally helps a lot. I miss seeing you and your family.

I love you Sinjin
Lauren

you were in my dreams again, we were on a surf board together riding the waves and screaming with laughter.

miss you my baby

you would be finishing middle school this year, and looking forward to high school. you would probably be in trouble right along with marshall and crew and voicing your indignation very loudly. and you would make absolute sense. i miss you and love you my darling.

well connor met your grandmother on sunday, we took her out for lunch, and on monday your baby brother came into the world liam martin. i miss you my darling.

Hey man. Just checking up. I wonder how connor and your mom are in africa. I hope they are doing well, and everybody is happy.
Peace Bro,
-Marshall

its spring time. the butterflies are out now. every time i see one the first thing that comes into my head is "butterfly boy".

Hey dude, havent talked been on in a while, just checking up.

there is so much that i still wanted to tell you
there is so much i still wanted to show you.
the tidal pools with sea urchins, baby starfish, anenomes, mussels all the secrets of sea life. i caught a fish the other day, i was wearing your super man hat. i miss you my darling.

heyy were starting high school pretty soon. im scared lol i really wish you could start it with us. man you would be so shocked to see how much we have all grown and how different we act from sixth grade! its crazy...but i know your watching over us so you probably already know (:

love always,
ellen

http://www.slide.com/r/5pppNdl21T-FdU1Reuf8ar_1R_gaVmc1?previous_view=mscd_embedded_url&view=original

this is a video in memory of sinjin

Everytime you see the blue sky, Sinjin is with you, Everytime you see the sun Sinjin is with you,Everytime you hear a child screech with joy and total abandonment Sinjin is with you, Everytime you laugh or smile not knowing why Sinjin is with you.
Sinjin loved to make people laugh and smile he is joy and love.
I miss him terribly but know that when is see the blue sky and the sun reflecting off blue water I see his sparkling eyes. Whenever I hear children laugh and play I hear Sinjin.
Whenever I just laugh or smile for no reason I know he has put that bubble there. Its taking a while to really laugh, but I am getting there.
Take care of yourself Wes.

hey sinjin :/ its been two long years... wow. we all miss you im pretty sure, im really praying for your family today its gotta be so hard on them, i got into alot of trouble haha, you would've laughed so much girl drama i hate it. i wish you were here to laugh with me. you should somehow just come back to visit us we all need to see you again. im tearing up writing this. today i cried as soon as i woke up and didnt stop till third period when i got to see me friend chelsea and she made me laugh.i wish your brother would come homee ugggghhh lol ha. i heard this song and it reminds me of you, well i have to go i am babysitting(: i love kids ha. well i love you keep your family strong. <3

Been thinking of you all day--I wish you could just come back too. Ellen is really missing you today and crying...so maybe you could, like, trip her up the stairs or something to make her laugh? My heart is so heavy for Wes today and I'm praying for him. And, as always, for your family. Love you, little kid.

missing your bright eyes and sparkling laugh, sinjin. it both hurts and feels good to think of you. can't you just come back?

two years without you, i am still waiting to wake up and realize it is all a bad dream. today is a new beginning for your brother and myself, quite ironic, when its you that wanted to be here. i feel you with me sometimes and do recieve the messages.
i love you and miss you my darling

wow Sinjin,
you would be very tall today, somehow I see you being tall, in my mind. well, tomorrow's Monday, those sirens will echo into the new decade, across the years a long long time.
as to the year it self, whoa, all the changes. Your Mom's in Africa, Robin has a Baby Girl, even I have moved away from Denton ( Physically anyway, my mind cruises through there a few times a day still).
some things are the same. the beautiful sunset off "the Point" in Martinak.All the heron and Eagles flying over the Bay. this Monday will always belong to you in a very sad way too.
I'll hear those sirens echo, from 200 miles now and not 2 blocks away.
Still I'll be thinking about You, knowing how tall you'd be, your blonde hair.
watch over us for another year.
Love, Wayne

It's getting closer and closer 'till the 2 year aniversary. I really miss you. I think it should officially be Sinjin Coen day.
We all really miss you.
Even the people at my new school who don't even know you.
I told them about what happened. And how before you were so bubbly and always happy.
Always going to miss your smile
~Kayla.

hey man.... i have posted too many messages lately but it will be about 8 or 9 more days till the 2 year mark.. so help your mom and connor out right now dude they need it.

life changes you, the things i believed in once long ago is no longer there. i miss you, connor misses you. so now i have to fight very hard but you know your mom life can and has knocked me flat on my butt i will get up. i love you my darling you are in every layer of my skin and soul. connor will be okay

Hey there little Butterfly there is never a day I don't think about you.How much I miss you your spunk and kindness.I miss your little heart,I miss being woken up on the morning.Everytime I listen to the Beatles you are what I think of. I wish you were here to meet your niece she is such a happy baby she would have loved you.I put a Santa down at the stop on Christmas eve.We had a big dinner here Gosh everything has changed since you flew away.Everyone is so far apart now I wish that could be different I wish so much was different.Oh How I miss you so.How I love you so.This my little one will never change.I wish so much that things could be changed that the past could be reversed.Anyways my beautiful little brother I miss you and love you so Merry Christmas.

ive been thinking bout u alot. i miss you

ive been thinking bout u alot. i miss you

by ur bro will i just wanted to wish u a merry xmas and a happy new year. i miss u lil bro and i love u

wow its been so long i got a job now makeing pizzas its ok i make money i love u man

hey lil bro plez dont be mad at me i know that i have not been on here to talk to u in a long as time so i just want to wish a a happy belated birthday although ur birthday was in september. i also want to say that i hope u had a great thanksgiving. now i want to wish u a very merry xmas and a blessed new year. mom and connor r still in south africa. well my lil butterfly bro i have to go i will talk to u later. i love and miss u sooooo much. there is never a day that passes by that i dont think of u.will gtg lil bro i love u. ps.tell billy artnz that i said hi.

hey there sweetheart, am reading the book beyond tears. i love you and miss you so much.

Sinjin I received a post on my facebook today with a butterfly on it and of course I thought of you. It also makes me think of your Mom and Connor. I really miss your Mom and Connor so much. I think of your Mom everyday and I hope she has found happiness in South Africa. I ma greatful eveyday for the friendship we have and I wish her nothing but the best. Please watch out for her and if you could send her a sign that I miss her and love her very much. Fly butterfly boy fly.

hello my darling boy i miss you very much, just thought to tell everyone our boy connor is growing facial hair and will probably have to start shaving soon.